Well, I have been putting this off for quite sometime now. My reflection on my teaching..well.. I felt horrible. In a way now that I look back on it, it was a good learning experience for me. You will always have those students who growl, who throw things, talk in the corner, rip up paper, etc. etc. It's all part of teaching. I went home that day and felt very discouraged, partly because of the SmartBoard, just because the lesson I had planned out backfired, when I had perfectly pictured it in my head but, I should of had a back up but, I didn't expect for the board to completely stop working. It really opened up my eyes to the "worse case scenario" situation of what could happen. I felt discouraged at first, and kinda embarrased but, after a few days of thinking about it, I think I was just very disappointed in myself that I was not more prepared for that day.
But, we are all just beginning teachers right?
we live and we learn. :)